So I decided to start a blog once every hump day for a little boost to get you through the rest of the week. Hopefully it strikes conversation, blogging, gets you out of writers block, or maybe just as simple as a little eye candy... Enjoy!
02 June 2010
31 May 2010
Public announcement to the ones who did not know
No matter what I do in life you will be there to criticize and judge me.
No matter how kind I am you will always be there trying to pull me down.
No matter if you are my friend or not you will be mad if I do not share my business with you.
No matter what I do it is never enough for you.
What you want and what I want may not ever be the same.
What I've built in my life cannot come down easily or at all, not by you.
When will you stop being selfish?
Well guess what?
When it comes to me it is not about you its about me. I am not weak without you because I am strong on my own. I will make my own decisions and mistakes. I will be ok! Because I am me!
No matter how kind I am you will always be there trying to pull me down.
No matter if you are my friend or not you will be mad if I do not share my business with you.
No matter what I do it is never enough for you.
What you want and what I want may not ever be the same.
What I've built in my life cannot come down easily or at all, not by you.
When will you stop being selfish?
Well guess what?
When it comes to me it is not about you its about me. I am not weak without you because I am strong on my own. I will make my own decisions and mistakes. I will be ok! Because I am me!
30 May 2010
29 May 2010
So life begins... Or does it?
Hey beautiful people! It has been two weeks since I graduated. I really do not feel much different until I realize that I actually did it. I will be watching TV or driving and abruptly I start break dancing because I remembered I graduated... LOL yes break dancing even in the car! I'm so excited! Yay!
On Wednesday I sat for my board/ licensing exam and and and I PASSED! Yay me! Now I'm dancing again! LOL! It was really stressful for me to sit for the exam because everyone talked about how it is a difficult exam and most people fail it the first time. I am glad that the exam is over with. Now its official I am a licensed professional. Wow! I'm all that? (Raising my hand) can I go back to school now? No seriously!
The graduation went as expected. My older brother and his wife acted like it was about them, my father showed me off like I was art work, my mom was my mom, my sister was sad because I am leaving her soon, my younger brother was there yay!... And the same. But I managed to make it through the ceremony and through dinner so we did good.
Now I am actively looking for a job in the DC, MD, VA, and PA areas. I am leaning toward DC but any will do because they are all so close to each other. I am also looking for an apartment. Apartment= stress-free, more cooking, pets, and aaaahhhhhhhhhh! LOL does that last one make sense to you all?... That will be the sound I will make every time I walk in to my apartment.
In other news...
-My father wants to have the "talk" with me on Monday. I am assuming the "talk" is about marriage because he brought it up at my graduation. Knowing my father he probably has the man and marriage arranged for me. But we are not that close so for him it is probably a big deal to talk to me about it. He does not know I am a lesbian because when I came out to my mother she asked me not to tell any extended family or my father because the blame would be put on her. I've respected her wishes since I've been living in her home. I won't tell him Monday unless he figures it out. He has seen my girlfriend a couple of times so maybe he figured it out. Who knows!
-I need a vacation! Anyone else? I am going on a weekend trip next weekend but I need like a 7 day out of country vacation to get away from the hustle and bustle that my life has been for the past month.
Have a wonderful sun filled holiday weekend!
P.S. Thank you everyone for the congrats! and Thank you Ty for the blog shout out!
~Evolving
On Wednesday I sat for my board/ licensing exam and and and I PASSED! Yay me! Now I'm dancing again! LOL! It was really stressful for me to sit for the exam because everyone talked about how it is a difficult exam and most people fail it the first time. I am glad that the exam is over with. Now its official I am a licensed professional. Wow! I'm all that? (Raising my hand) can I go back to school now? No seriously!
The graduation went as expected. My older brother and his wife acted like it was about them, my father showed me off like I was art work, my mom was my mom, my sister was sad because I am leaving her soon, my younger brother was there yay!... And the same. But I managed to make it through the ceremony and through dinner so we did good.
Now I am actively looking for a job in the DC, MD, VA, and PA areas. I am leaning toward DC but any will do because they are all so close to each other. I am also looking for an apartment. Apartment= stress-free, more cooking, pets, and aaaahhhhhhhhhh! LOL does that last one make sense to you all?... That will be the sound I will make every time I walk in to my apartment.
In other news...
-My father wants to have the "talk" with me on Monday. I am assuming the "talk" is about marriage because he brought it up at my graduation. Knowing my father he probably has the man and marriage arranged for me. But we are not that close so for him it is probably a big deal to talk to me about it. He does not know I am a lesbian because when I came out to my mother she asked me not to tell any extended family or my father because the blame would be put on her. I've respected her wishes since I've been living in her home. I won't tell him Monday unless he figures it out. He has seen my girlfriend a couple of times so maybe he figured it out. Who knows!
-I need a vacation! Anyone else? I am going on a weekend trip next weekend but I need like a 7 day out of country vacation to get away from the hustle and bustle that my life has been for the past month.
Have a wonderful sun filled holiday weekend!
P.S. Thank you everyone for the congrats! and Thank you Ty for the blog shout out!
~Evolving
26 May 2010
22 May 2010
My friend NOT my lover
Lately there has been talk about my relationships with my friends. Two of my close friends are brothers and two are lesbian sisters who happen to be doms. We have been getting questions and comments about if we ever hooked up, dated, messed around, or thought of each other sexually. It has gotten to the point that one of my dom friends and her girlfriend broke up because her girlfriend did not like the friendship between myself and her girlfriend. My ex friend has asked me for years if I was attracted to my guy friend and if he made a move what would I do. I'm thinking she was attracted to him but who knows.
Why is it soo taboo to be friends with someone opposite of you? Has a "friend" ever crossed the line with you? Did that make you two any less of friends? How can you have a strong friendship with them if they see you differently?
Why is it soo taboo to be friends with someone opposite of you? Has a "friend" ever crossed the line with you? Did that make you two any less of friends? How can you have a strong friendship with them if they see you differently?
19 May 2010
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