So I decided to start a blog once every hump day for a little boost to get you through the rest of the week. Hopefully it strikes conversation, blogging, gets you out of writers block, or maybe just as simple as a little eye candy... Enjoy!
28 April 2010
24 April 2010
21 days!
Hey beautiful people! I have 21 days left until I receive my Masters in Social Work degree... Yay! I completed my internship friday (a week early but I'm not complaining). I am so glad that is over! I have 1 paper left to turn in and one final next Saturday. So it is definitely winding down for me. I am starting to get excited! I actually accomplished what I set out to in the time I wanted to despite negativity and stress. Wahoo!
So the interview for the job went well, after I left I received an email asking me to send references and some other paperwork. I sent the all the paperwork the next day. I called a week later to see where they were in the decision making. I was told that they do not hire anyone before they are licensed. Prior to the interview I scheduled my Licensed Graduate Social Work (LGSW) test for a week after graduation. Hopefully I pass the exam the first time. I am still searching for a job and hoping for the best.
More updates will be coming soon!
~Evolving
So the interview for the job went well, after I left I received an email asking me to send references and some other paperwork. I sent the all the paperwork the next day. I called a week later to see where they were in the decision making. I was told that they do not hire anyone before they are licensed. Prior to the interview I scheduled my Licensed Graduate Social Work (LGSW) test for a week after graduation. Hopefully I pass the exam the first time. I am still searching for a job and hoping for the best.
More updates will be coming soon!
~Evolving
21 April 2010
14 April 2010
08 April 2010
Fatty Koo - Chills
Hey Beautiful People! This song has been on my mind for a couple of days, so i wanted to share the song with you all. When I heard it, it put me in a special place :) ... Hope you enjoy it!
07 April 2010
Missing a friend
Last week my ex-bestie posted some pictures up on facebook. I hadn't heard from her or seen her in almost a year. When I saw the pictures on my facebook news feed I got sad. I asked myself who, what, when, where, and how did we become so distant? I came up empty with every question. I assumed things but I have not one definitive answer to why we are not friends.
I know she took my coming out hard (she cried...?) and after that it seemed to go down hill. Probably due to the fact that I am a lesbian... Or maybe I waited too long to tell her... It really could be anything. I've been told that she was a bad friend for just leaving me hanging like this. But I still miss her... I really do! I have friends now that are awesome but they are just not the ex-bestie.
I was thinking about my past friendships and I've come to realize a trend. I am usually friends with them for a couple of years then something happens to end our friendship. It must be me right?...Yes I know in relationships with individuals there are moments, seasons, and lifetimes. All I've encountered so far are moments and seasons. I have hopes for lifetime but it has not worked out. Hmph...
I was told that I have high expectations for everyone around me. I thought about it and realized that statement is totally untrue. I expect all people to be themselves and do things of their nature. Sometimes that means they choose not to change even if there might be a need for change. In general I think that there are standards that we set for the people we surround ourselves with.
I've been thinking about what general standards I have for the people in my life, I found it to be difficult. I think because I am open minded and willing to learn from anybody I meet. But this is what I came up with. First mean what you say... I do believe what you say so if you say you are going to change then do so. Yes I know change is a process and I will be there to support you, but with me actions speak so much louder than words. Second be a good friend, that's all I'll expect from you. Third I am an advocate for people who do not have a voice and if I could I would volunteer all the time. So if you have a problem with my kind heart then we can't be friends, cause its more than my profession.
So this is where I am. I doubt that I will call her cause she has her reasons. I just wanted to get it off my chest.
~Evolving
I know she took my coming out hard (she cried...?) and after that it seemed to go down hill. Probably due to the fact that I am a lesbian... Or maybe I waited too long to tell her... It really could be anything. I've been told that she was a bad friend for just leaving me hanging like this. But I still miss her... I really do! I have friends now that are awesome but they are just not the ex-bestie.
I was thinking about my past friendships and I've come to realize a trend. I am usually friends with them for a couple of years then something happens to end our friendship. It must be me right?...Yes I know in relationships with individuals there are moments, seasons, and lifetimes. All I've encountered so far are moments and seasons. I have hopes for lifetime but it has not worked out. Hmph...
I was told that I have high expectations for everyone around me. I thought about it and realized that statement is totally untrue. I expect all people to be themselves and do things of their nature. Sometimes that means they choose not to change even if there might be a need for change. In general I think that there are standards that we set for the people we surround ourselves with.
I've been thinking about what general standards I have for the people in my life, I found it to be difficult. I think because I am open minded and willing to learn from anybody I meet. But this is what I came up with. First mean what you say... I do believe what you say so if you say you are going to change then do so. Yes I know change is a process and I will be there to support you, but with me actions speak so much louder than words. Second be a good friend, that's all I'll expect from you. Third I am an advocate for people who do not have a voice and if I could I would volunteer all the time. So if you have a problem with my kind heart then we can't be friends, cause its more than my profession.
So this is where I am. I doubt that I will call her cause she has her reasons. I just wanted to get it off my chest.
~Evolving
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